There's Something I Have To Tell You...

There's something that I have to tell you
It might ruin what we have
You think that you know me,
but you thinking that only makes me laugh

This is something that's important
It's something that I always hide
It's something that I've wanted to tell you for a while
But I don't want to ruin your pride

This is a secret that I've hid for years
And it's something I really haven't told
It's a secret that I might not even tell you
And might hold it in till i grow old

This thought of me that I'm talking of
has probably never crossed your mind
This is something that you need to know,
but i can't seems to find the right time

You still haven't figured it out
Which makes me kind of glad
I'm afraid that if you find out
You will end up getting mad

With all of this said
I think I won't let this secret free
I don't think i can find the strength
To say those words that will change your perspective of me