The angle of everything
When I think of you
my dark sky's turn blue, light that has been absent for so long, now starts to
show through
All my torment and
pain seem to go away, giving me the strength and courage to fight the day. The
love that you have shown seems to have chipped my hart of stone, allowing me to feel
things I have never felt, to show emotions I have never shown, and start to
reveal a side of me only you will know, and as I feel the warmth of blood
flowing through my vanes, I ask my self will I wake up is this all a dream, can
something as beautiful as this thing, this angle with out a halo and wings, be
real or is it just another lost hope another miss placed faith and trust,
seems to have come through my perpetual hell, and rescue me in time from this withered domain that I made from every thing that was twisted and mangled, to create a shelter
from what I didn’t want to be known, this dark demonic place I call my home, where
there was no love no life in this living corps of mine amidst all this torment
that wouldn’t let the light shine,
now where there used to be black and shadow
peace hope and joy can be found is it at all possible for some thing as
insignificant as my soul to feel things such as joy and hope, these things
that I thought would never reveal there existence in my life show as plain as
the day light I can now seem to walk through, lighting the way of this lost
road I roam down,
I tell my self I never
want to wake if it’s not real I never want to go back to my hell I have seen
the light in her eyes and love in her body language and the pain and torment
the she alone has gone through, the losse of others and the fear of loosing
those who are still close to her, and the fears that trapped me in my dark lonely home are no different then her own,
And as I walk down
that road I notice the gray fade from all the things around me, and colors
show things I have never known or seen through the blinders of hate and longing
that I used to hid behind like a mask, the colors give me peace yet uncertainty, this love confuses me, I still cant seem to feel at ease,
.. ..
Through all this now
found trust and peace I see a new torment and worry build up in me will I loos my angle will I
wake up and it all be gone should I even take the time to think of those
things or let all my fear leave me and let her take the rest away and just go
with this from day to day If I where to die will she ever know I felt this way
has touched my life in such a way, that
she turned my sky's from there gloomy gray and gave my world color, the scorched earth
has been touched with green and life and looks as though the black would never
be able to burn and destroy it again, and that the stone has crumbled from my
hart all together and how it beats and races with every passing thought of her
face this angle off mine the one that found me while I was lost in time her name
will never be said but she should know she has brought life to the dead
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