why am i still here? wut have i done to deserve this life i live
why does my heart still beat to the sound of muzik why do my lungs still pump air,
why is it everyone i love fades away, yet i'm still here?
how many nights did i escape death, how many times have i made it thru knowin i had nothin left...
how many times have they put their necks out for me, why do they even care
how many friends have i had so loyal yet i've lost em to the air..
why am i here?? how do i put a loaded gun to my head and it shoots a blank...
how do i overdose on pills, but only getta headache
how do i tell his son his daddy isn't comin home...
how did i survive, yet all my fam has gone on??
why do i still breathe, why do i still feel, how do i stop?
wen do i stop? wen will i drop? wen will i get off da clock?
the good die young... the bad die hard...
i'm sumwhere in dat mix, but for sum reason i live on...
wen do i get meet my father, in heaven...and if not..
wen do i get to kick it in hell?? wen will it be my turn?
most people cry wen sumone passes, but i get jealeous..i wish these were my ashes...
wen do i get to see wut the living can't see...wen will i be free?

~Rico Swaggz~