Even though you are so far away
So clearly i can hear every word you say
Sometimes you'd say the most beautiful things i could ever hear
Beautiful words that gave me butterflies, and eyes burn with tears
Nobody has ever made me so weak
Just with the words they speak
Usually, with people, i'm very cautious and weary
Somehow your words lifted me, and began to carry
Me through the enormous, empty vastness between us
I surrendered to your words so sure they'd carry me to true love
When your words penetrated me
Their power surged through my body so deep
No way your words could really be ment to decieve, and hurt me
Get me to really want, and believe
In something that will never be
Your words carried me halfway through the empty void between us
Your promises began to break, and reveal your false love
Your words now weigh me down with theheaviness of their painful lies
I tried so hard not to cry
But i did when i started to feel like i was being crushed
By the weight of feeling so stupid for believing we were in love
So pissed off for letting myself get that pathetic, and weak
Pissed that i fell for a horde of lies that ended up breaking me
It hurts so much when you really want, need, and believe
In something that will never be
Why would you so badly wan to hurt me?
By promisingto be with me?
Promising the most amazing love ever, you will give to me?
Why fuck with someone so hard, by truely making them believe
And hope for something that will never be?