It's been 1yr, 2months, and 10 days since we met
Way too soon for me to give up on you yet
I've cried too many tears to just go, and do that
Put so much faith into my hope, so give up, I can't
I have never wanted anything more than you
And I'll Be happy to tell everyone my words are true
It shows in all the poems I write about you
In the millions of tears I've cried over you
In the prayers, wishes, and hopes I sent about you
And in the letters I couldn't send you
I let love pass me by
So many times
Cause I was holding out for you
You were the one I wanted to give my love to
Now, hearing how sick you are, makes me cry
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I was just going to let a little time pass
Give you a Break from me being a pain in your ass
Let you get your life together
Before I tried, again, to get us together
I missed the time to do that
I got scared, and didn't know how to go about doing that
I was afraid you hated me now
Or you had forgotten me somehow
So I wrote letters to send to you
So I wouldn't have to face you
I always feared the worst
So I never sent the letters, afraid my hope would burst
By chance, I finally met a good friend of yours
She loves me, and shared stories of you guys, of course
The last story she told made me cry
I'm not ready to say goodbye
She could see how much I wanted you
So we made plans to see you
Of course, things happened to stop us
But we have not given up
I am determined to see your face
To once again, bask in all your grace
I need to feel you once more
Hear your heartfelt words
But There is never a good time now
And we need to, quickly, find the time somehow
James, she says that you are very ill
She doesn't know how long you have until...
I can't even finish the thought
The hope I had for us is now gone
To think the man of my dreams is fading, makes me cry
Cause I'm not ready to say goodbye