SiLENT

Silent tears
Great fears
Many years I've balled up my aggression
Pick a side ,long nights
Can't sleep because of the fight
The battle of telling you what I really want to say
Out casted from this family I've gone astray
You make me mad because you put him before me its like putting D before C
Him before her which is she that's me mom
Your daughter the one that was born in a shelter because of your choices
You put her in his hand when you were gone
I was in the line of danger why would you leave me with a drug addict 
He bought crack while I was on his hip
But You didn't trip it was like another walk in the park
Violent days crying nights pillow to cheek my dying mind
I couldn't figure out why when I cried it was always silent
You always ask "why are you so violent" "why don't you try this" take your own advice
I wiped my weeping eyes from all these long nights
Eyes swollen, soul hurting, tongue burning
I'm hurting these silent tears are louder than ever before
Its like you closed the door.. Or. The curtain closed is this the encore?