She cheated on him behind his back with another guy. Couldn't explain her self yet alone give him the reasons why she did what she did. At one point they almost had a kid after the results of a failed pregnancy. Left him in a lost legacy filled him up with regrets. God gave him a sign that she wasn't ready yet. Although she disrespected him he never neglected her. All he really wanted was the best for her. She listened to him and told him a bunch of lies. Saying that this guy had the same interest in her that he once replied he knew it was another game. It's a damn shame here he sits crying lost and torn apart he did all he could and gave her his heart. How many challenges must he go threw in order to win her love soul? To be honest this love story was out of control. As he caught the bus sitting alone in the windy pains dust…. He felt the hurt of being betrayed. Asking God why they have to separate keep him in faith. He remembers kissing her with his last kiss of forgiveness. Thought she was happy a question that he asked her? Left her lost in words but she observes him with her sadden eyes. He wanted to give up on her and just let her be. But she still wanted him to be there for her for now she wants to be free. He's got a car and all those material supplies just enough for her to get by. So they basically use each other till they get what they can and move on to the next ham. He may not know this bother or really care time to move on. This isn't fair He told her that he will always be there just because he's real just because he cares. This was for his one and only brown sugar bear....



As time went on he eventually moved on still has her in his mind. Wondering does she think of him back? One day he knows and believes that she will come back. All his homeboys tell him that she just a tease. Move on there plenty of fish in the sea; He knows he can get any girl. But she was his first love that rocked his world. A vision of his life as a true Latin queen beauty as he reminisces about the good times. He was glad all he can remember was her talking a lot about her dad. And he never forgets about her hard times. Always constantly telling her she was on his mind. He had plans for them that went down the drain. What's insane her mom had put him threw some games. Just to see was he worth her daughter wealth. Wanted the best for her daughter health; 8 years apart in age with the same sign as well as the month of birthdays. Everytime he tries to forget about her something ends up bringing him back to her. In this small big city everybody knows somebody. Desperately wanting to go to Nevada so he can party away his memories, it's a long wait. Some times flies fast some days they fly slow. Summer almost her I wonder what will it show? He wishes nothing but the best for her. He realizes that this is just a test for her. As well as him too in order for there love to come back strong and true. She could live the fast life to catch up with mines. She will understand all in due time. Love comes and goes especially if it's fast. You'll understand that it will never last….



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