Although it may be over I can reminisces about the good times. I know I said it before love is hardcore and color blind. We were the same signs shared the same lines. Told each other we loved each other thousand of times. Days few over nights got colder eight years apart in age I was older self mature. At one point you were the girl that gave me the cure. Of realism self concentrated but never immolated. The type of female that's always updated had problems in life that made you sacrifice. Whether life or death you took a deep breath. Tried to relieve the stress that was pulling down your sleeve one day you'll find out. God will give you what you need. Believe in that ma; believe in that dove; because in heaven you will always be loved…. Now I know your doing your own thing I can respect that. I'll say a prayer for you because you might come back. And that's a fact I wont lie in the words of Michael Jackson I never can say goodbye.



Hearts clash then divide throughout our relationship I was the one that pervade. Love, Compassion, and affection that was too much for your young hearts direction. I soon realize we were loosing connection. We made moves to fast without trying to know each other. I knew one day soon discover we should have been friends before we were lovers. Its better I hurt now sooner then later we can become good friends maybe something greater. It may have been a lost that served its purpose. Seeing you around town makes me kind of nervous. Some nights I sleep short some days I sleep longer. Most of the time I just ignore my hunger could she be or not to be that is the main question? I'm taken my time before investing. I'm always missing you every single day. I must move on and let time have its way you said it best to me. I'm not worth it life on earth is not perfect. As I shed the last drop of my tears asking my self was four months a waste for me this year? But I'm not mad remember what we did come on ma we almost had a kid.... Could she be or not to be I ask that question? TO BE CONTINUED...... Dedicated to Monica Gonzalez



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