Why did I let my emotions take hold of me? Why when I saw you I let my heart go? Oh God how did I ever open up to you? Dam it you don’t even know.
Why do I want you to love me; understand me, to hold me? Why when I saw you I felt a fear; a crumbling of my inner walls. Oh God how did I ever let them tumble, why did I let them fall? I cant blame you because you don’t even know.
Why did I whisper your name longing for you to be near? Why when I see you I cry silent tears. God how did this happen? Why to me? This can never be.
Why did I feel when I never could before? Why when I saw you I opened hearts door? God make this go away. Please because the one I love must never know. I have to rebuild my inner walls. I some how have to let him go. I once more have to gain my self control.