My heart chatters and screams within me.Does the crying help? Does the pain singing thru my veins ever lessen? Sometimes when the music touches my soul, i feel a semblance of Soothing Peace. Until the next jarring noise intrudes on my solitude. My heart & soul long for peaceful rivers of sleep. Undisturbed by pain. Watching the shadows rise thru the trees and quiet streets. Listening to the sound of mourning doves fly and greet the day. But sometimes the darkness prevails & poisons the shadows that stalk my Soul. My heart reveals the pain and hurt within, Spilling out hurting those i love with my bitterness , distress.As my mind wanders in dreams- i almost glimpse the truth, but it flits away intent on eluding me. So, for now i wander aimless, nameless, never at rest.