Reality of Loss

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  • geauxgeaux
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I wrote this 9/06 for my fiance Chris, he died in a car wreck 11/05.

Reality of Loss

A million thoughts rushing through my head. What else could I have done, what else could have been said? Was there a day that I forgot to say I love you and the words were just swept away? Do you know that I love you more than any words at all? That I am sitting here waiting on your call, knowing that it will never come, not today, not tomorrow, not any day at all? Do you know how I miss you and that I am longing for you to be near and that I hear your voice so clearly now, inspite of all of my tears? I have to live my life with the hurt that I wasn't there to say goodbye, and I keep questioning everything, why, why, why? There aren't any answers, no magical words, to heal my heart from the hurt of being without you. The loss is almost to much to bear, how do I go on knowing that you are not there? I try and sleep it away, and as I awake and open my eyes the reality is back to stay. The only thing that I can do now, is have no regrets today, not anyway or anyhow. I hope you can hear me and all my prayers to you and remember how I miss and dearly love you.

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Artie commented on Reality of Loss

10-18-2009

Although I have not gone through the same as you, I know how it feels to have these thoughts.

If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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