What happened to us over all of these years? Every Day there is joy but more tears...

I loved you once, I can't begin to explain the shit that you did that drove me insane...Not in a good way, this is my tone F#@K what you say Just leave me alone...
Why does it always have to come to this, this cycle in life which have left me pissed...

Through thick and through thin you muscled my mind; Now strong and I'm bold but Sorry, I'm not blind
My english was something I thought you did know; Amazing to me how clear your words flow...

I LOVE YOU...

I love you so easy and then you can go and use the same words to F#@K a trick hoe...
I thought that our history made us connect; No one understood, no one recollects...the bond that we shared the love that we had the seeds that we've sowed, was everything plaid?

Materialism must indeed be a sin to lie and pretend...the ongoing trend
This SHIT always happens at some point in life the test of the roles "the women or wife"
What in the hell is wrong with you dear? A NEW-BEING QUEEN in ME, Do you fear?
I hurt and I cried and then I got mad; my worth is not good til its what you HAD...
Can you not see or recognize? new nanna by night has you mesmerized,
hypnotized,
paralyzed;
& confused by..Spirits transfer through fee-lion pee! The heat of this life consumed you from me...
Wake the F#!K up and open your eyes the life was once yours sold to tricks and to lies
Possession by power thats greater you see;
Metaphysical SHIT man I can't make you see.

I once was afraid of loving someone; my heart was to cold and ready to run
I ran and I fell but I fought the good fight but fate was too strong and has a sharp bite.
Damn what a hold this thing has on you; my faith is in GOD to see you come through.
GOD knows that I'm down til the day that I die, for you, but my WINGS have spread now to fly.

(SNAP POEM 04/2001-TD)