RANDOM EMOTIONS/SUICIDE LETTER
Lately I've been feeling the urge to please.
To please everyone expecting something of me.
I'm being pulled in many different directions.
I cant bare the pain but dont want to upset them.
Lately I've been feeling the need of acceptance.
Like i need someone to tell me they need me in their life to meliorate them.
Why do I feel So unhappy?
Is trying to meet the needs of everyone else deteriorating me?
A slit of the wrist a shot to the head could end this life and I'd be dead.
Would I be missed would a tear be shed would you visit me in my death bed?
Caring only for what i didnt complete for you,you cry until you find someone new.
A replacement for me is what you've found had you found one later I might still be around.
To enjoy life without the pressure to live my teen years in joy and pleasure.
Cold and betrayed my corpse lies you and your pressure made me choose to die.
To get away from the horrible life that i lived for you so I lived a lie.
I've gone away and you moved right along you dont feel any guilt though you are truely wrong.
To please everyone expecting something of me.
I'm being pulled in many different directions.
I cant bare the pain but dont want to upset them.
Lately I've been feeling the need of acceptance.
Like i need someone to tell me they need me in their life to meliorate them.
Why do I feel So unhappy?
Is trying to meet the needs of everyone else deteriorating me?
A slit of the wrist a shot to the head could end this life and I'd be dead.
Would I be missed would a tear be shed would you visit me in my death bed?
Caring only for what i didnt complete for you,you cry until you find someone new.
A replacement for me is what you've found had you found one later I might still be around.
To enjoy life without the pressure to live my teen years in joy and pleasure.
Cold and betrayed my corpse lies you and your pressure made me choose to die.
To get away from the horrible life that i lived for you so I lived a lie.
I've gone away and you moved right along you dont feel any guilt though you are truely wrong.
I'm a different kind of angel than you thought i would be I will haunt you for always and eternity!
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