Business before pleasure,and we both knew better... but some how im still left here writing this letter...

Physical attractions led to those late nights on the phone... remember you were states away stating you were not the one to break up a happy home... but my home wasn't happy, therefore we continued to speak... after a few weeks we both became weak... ended up in between ya sheets with us both put to sleep. woke up to the sunrise with the sight of your beautiful nude frame in my eyes. Watching those thick lips had me thinking that I just couldn't resist, so I lean in and gave them a kiss. As you woke I kept sucking on them til you were in the mood to lay down the pipe work. Once again we were both pleased would've went another round but I had some where to be. Damn... had us sining "feels so good" for weeks. But I understood no feeling were to be caught and it was to be what it was... because...

Business before pleasure, and we both knew better... but some how im still left here writing this letter...

As the weeks went by we began to spend more time... you plus me even hanging around each others friends was fine. Went from me spending the night to the week. I did the food shopping, cooking and cleaning. Remember when you had me up against the door, there wasn't any questions... we both wanted more. Tried disguising the feelings you were catching, said I was a good girl and truly a blessing, but music was your wife and had all your affection. Said you could never be the one for me because...

Business before pleasure, and we both knew better... but some how im still left writing this letter...

Winter days lead into summer nights no matter the season together we both got right. Started bringing in our new years together... chilling with each families and everything else you know it was whateva. Deep conversations... had me admiring your intellect. You fulfilled my every needs as im sure I fulfilled yours. At this point how could we deny it... remember watching you leave from port authority, felt like I needed you for the first time with all of me. This would be the first and last time I would speak those four words(I love you ....) I couldn't catch them, my brain was running slow and my heart was pushing forward. Wish I could rewind, press play and omit the sounds of the words that my lips let stray because..

Business before pleasure, and we both knew better... but some how im still left here writing this letter...