mind of mystery

O what a life i've led,
i can easily remember situations,
but vaguely any of the words that were said,
i've been up i've been down,
i've been down i've been up,
my life is a roller coaster,
a few times i almost lost my lunch,

my years on this planet are young,
but my experiences are wrinkle with gray hairs,
i've got so much to say,
just not the social personality that compares,
i'd rather talk to a sheet of paper,
then to someone i know,
because the face of my words always show truth,
which is not always with facial expressions people show,

my dreams are so realistic,
thoe i can never decipher the meaning,
usually i'm being chase by a danger unknown,
then i die watching my blood gleaming,
i feel i'm so far gone,
and i've always felt that way,
i'm just waiting for tommorrow,
with that comes the end of today,