Present time,behind. Mistakes afford us the opportunity to learn without shame, exulted by the fact that wisdom will come from the chance to learn about ourselves. Nothing prepares you for tribulation; it is those who conquer that stand by themselves knowing they haven’t broken yet.

           
Affection was as simple as a kiss; nothing was involved except to hearts undefiled by the pressures of the world.  Nothing changes that emotion except broken promises, missed time together, problems that cannot be changed but are still focused on. Eventually the world you live in has to cease to exist and each person has to create a world they can fall into even if only for a few hours each day.

           
 
unrestrained fear of failing you and the children you blessed me with. Fear allows me to have no barriers nothing is unbearable no place in my life is looked upon with disdain if everyone is free from worry.

           
. Intoxicated by who you are what you have become and what I can look forward too. I sleep with your pillow when you are away to have your scent with me all day, breathing in your love. I pray that your beauty doesn’t fade, I lose forever if I don’t have my paradise with me.