Losing sight of what's right

there's something in your eyes
now it's taking me some time
to figure out what's right
and now my throat is so damn tight
and everything in here
is causing me so much fear
it's a war between taking sides
it seems i'm losing all the time
but i really hope not this time
i hope you can hear
and maybe also see
how i miss you taking to me so well
today tears ran down my face
and my hands are now stained with black streaks
i thought this love was stitches on my heart
slowly the stitches are coming apart
it's been almost a week
my eyes were already looking to seek
and no matter how many more times
it'll be just another night
but i will not deny
most of the time it makes me cry
i'll always be here waiting for you
no matter what my friends say
i always find myself fighting for you anyway
i know this doesn't seem true
but believe it or not
in a second i would give my life
to and for you