I know Friday is supposed to be "Ladies Night,it has been on of the highlights of my dull and boring life since as long as I can remember-
But see it wasn't until last December,right around X-mas time when the man in my life gave me the crown,and the ring to match,Proclaiming that I was the Ultimate catch and he wanted to stop fishing because he had found his fulfillment in the me I try so hard to be-
You being my homegirls,I thought this was the beginning of something beautiful for us all-
And please believe he is aware by taking me,he is also getting ya'll, nothing is going to change,we will still have ladies night on Fridays,Sip Champagne,Mi-Mosa's and of course the-
Girltalk we long for all week,shit is still gone be sweet-
We getting married,and carried away with the Wedding plans-
My reception is not going to be a Lingerie Jammy Jam???-
We are going to do this with class-
We've been planning this for years with all the niggas from the past-
The almost,baby daddy's and ones that didn't last-
Instead of Saying "I'z married now ",I say We, and I spend time with ya'll as well as my husband on our Anniversary-
But I can't help but feel some kind of disconnect? Ladies night is now on Saturdays? Whose bright Idea was that?
Ya'll know that is the day I chill with my man-
Now,I have to choose? I just don't understand-
I know we all have our own lives-
But Friday was the day we put all that aside-
We celebrated our friendship-dismissed all the bullshit-
plotted on ways to get money,now my input is no longer needed?Oh ya'll bitches Funny?-
So I write this Letter to my HomeGirls with a heart full of pain-
I always thought our bond was strong enough to remain,intact regardless of changes-
Seems like now we speak a different language-
When I come around,I can't relate,We no longer talk straight,I refuse to pretend...this shit is fake-
We are not the we I used to know,I know people change,I know people grow...So,I write this letter to my homegirls miss the way we used be-
I thought I could have the best of both worlds,how stupid of me-
Is it jealousy?Envy? at this point I really don't care-
Whenever you need, that friend you had in me...I will always be there-
This is a letter to my homegirls~