Just Me...

I once dreamed of the ocean between my eyes
Soft waves and a pink sky, willowing in desertion
Still, my cries are forseen beyond a rustic emblem within society...
My cries belch out in serenity
One moon steals yet another day like any other
I forgive my emptiness to become my solice
My fears become my reality...
As the earth stands still, I move at a rate of 90mph
Just me...
Fine lines become zig-zags
Beautiful shapes become coarse
Who am I, who do I strive to be, where will I go from here?
My impatience follows me like a ballistic curse
I'm lathered into pieces unexplained
I'm molded into characters I've seemed to obtain
Just me...
While the milestones shatter in all around me
I've become sanctioned in an awkward fulfillment of rationality...
Spirits chase me unwillingly yet so willingly, so diligently
Forced to be freed while great intent becomes charming
No understanding comes with life's twilight...
I'm kept, in a realm of uncertainty
Just me...
My inconsistencies stretch far beyond my insecurities
Which is many things wrapped in one
Tradegy devastates
While happiness motivates
And still, I find myself stuck in a marble of clarity unseen...
Just me.....