Day by day little by little my insanity escapes me try as I may never will I regain what I lost that day. I try to ease the pain and silence the screams useless it seems. Where to go what to do this I do not know. One more day I might not last the burden is too great. My soul is dead my thoughts are gone my heart it does not beat. I have become a wondering essence never to leave this little hole. One by one my memories dissolve into painful scars on my already broken heart. The only hope that remains is faint memory of me and you so happy so blurry so long ago. I fear that soon this hope will perish and leave me here to die. All in all my mind is gone just another day in this place of hell. No longer can I hear my silent screams or feel the empty pain. My thoughts are silent my memories gone. The blood from my heart has ceased to flow. The day has come when my sanity has finally melted away. This day my cage of life has been opened. Today I leave it all behind all except that blurry memory.