I look up to the sky
All the stars look back at me
Is my vision blurry
Or the darkness buried in me
I try to ask god if he would help
But I guess he's busy today
Lost in a lonesome world
Seems helpless but still i pray
Frustrated with my life
Never imagined being this lost
Furthermore a victim
Of my own criminal minded thoughts
In my mind I am deadly
So I don't deserve to live
That is the world we live in
People rather take than give
Some take more than others
But still they take
Some fake harder than others
But still they fake

When I hold my gun
I cant help but think
Of all the people I've hurt
I wear their names on my body in ink
I am corrupted and I cry
I feel nothing for this I cry
Show no remorse for it all I cry
Is it finally my time to die

Dear god stop my hurt
I carry a load to bare
In my chest a weak heart
Ripped out bloody and bare
I want to believe in you so bad
But this world wont let it be
I want to be on your side you see
Please answer my prayer i pray again
In Jesus name I call to thee i say amen