I DON'T KNOW WHY SHE HAD TO GO, THE LORD TOOK HER SO IT IS SO, SHE WAS SO YOUNG IT'S JUST NOT FAIR I WILL FOREVER TREASURE HER LOCK OF HAIR, I KNOW EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, JUST LIKE THE CHANGE OF THE SEASONS. SHE WAS MY ONLY SISTER, MY BEST FRIEND. NOW SHE'S GONE AND I FEEL ALONE AGAIN. I NEED HER HERE SOMEONE TO CALL, NOT THAT I HAVE NO FRIENDS AT ALL. BUT THIS IS DIFFERENT THAN JUST BEING MILES AWAY. THIS IS LOSING YOUR HEART IN THE WORST KIND OF WAY. SHE WAS ALWAYS THERE TO PICK ME UP, ESPECIALLY WHEN THE TIMES WERE TOUGH. I HELPED HER THRU HER THICK AND THIN, BUT SHE WAS SKINNY IN THE END. I'M SORRY I LIVED SO FAR AWAY, BUT I HAD TO GO OR IT WOULD NOT PAY. BUT I WAS THERE IN THE END, WHEN GOD BROUGHT HIS ANGELS DOWN TO SEND YOU UP WHERE YOU KNEW YOU BELONGED, AND THEY SANG THAT BEAUTIFUL SONG. I DIDN'T KNOW IT WOULD BE THIS HARD, LIFE MOVES ON WITHOUT MY REGARD. I KNOW YOU DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE, I JUST YEARN TO HEAR THAT SWEET LITTLE VOICE, I KNOW I WILL IN HEAVEN ONE DAY, THAT'S A PROMISE THAT WILL SURELY STAY. I JUST MISS YOU SIS MORE THAN YOU KNOW. I KNOW YOUR NOT IN PAIN NOW AND I HAVE TO LET IT GO.BUT YOU I WILL NEVER FORGET, AND THERE'S NOTHING THAT I REGRET. I ALWAYS TOLD YOU HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU, FOR THERE WAS NEVER A DOUBT, I KNEW YOU INSIDE AND OUT.YOU WERE THE BEST SISTER ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE, AND I WILL FOREVER BE SAD :(  I CAME TO YOU AND READ THE BOOK,AND I KNOW THAT IT TOOK ALL YOUR STRENGH TO LET ME KNOW YOU KNEW I WAS THERE TO HOLD YOU SO. I WATCHED YOU TAKE YOUR LAST BREATH, IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME, I WOULD TAKE YOU OVER DEATH. TO WATCH YOU GO AND BE SO YELLOW, MADE ME UNDERSTAND ALL THE PAIN YOU WERE IN, AND I'M SORRY NO-ONE COULD HAVE MADE IT GO AWAY, OR YOU WOULD STILL BE WITH US TODAY. BUT I HAVE TO MAKE IT THRU, MOM AND DAD TOO. NOW YOU'RE WALKING ON THE STREETS OF GOLD, I KNOW YOU'RE BAREFOOT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET OLD. I'LL SEE YOU SOMEDAY AT THAT HEAVENLY DOOR, MAKE SURE YOU GREET ME SO I WON'T BE LONELY ANYMORE.