How many years u took to love me
How sad it is! My love!
I loved u with my whole heart and u found a hallow
I still waited for u all these years
With much patience and strength
But did u look at me that way even once
The evenings which are calm we spent together with negligence
The nights which are dark we spent as strangers


I loved u I liked u But not now Mary is the answer u gave me
Is it so! Am I a non entity in your life!
Then how come My heart tells me there is a relation still exists
There is a sweet remembrance of u still exists!
Sometimes I see a small tear escaping unconditionally from your eyes
Sometimes I see a sad twinkle lurking in ur eyes when I see you
Life breathed fire ! But you burnt me into ashes.
My love ! My love ! What have u done!

I wrote ! I sang! An undued song ! A cold response ! A wet cheek of tears is your response!
I loved! I liked! Still I groan in pain becos of your love!
Its not the time sense which is bothering me!
It’s the love sense which bothers me!
My love for u! My liking for u !
The wound never stops to bleed!
The ache never stops to pain
AAH! AAH! AAH! I groan!

It is an unceasable pain ! It is a solutionless problem!
It is a bottomless misery! Where could I stand!
Where could I turn! To you, Where there is just silence
To me where there is no hope.