So thick it's suffocating
Too heavy to move
And to big to see around
Instead of making us sad
It drags out our faults- all of them
Into the harsh, bright sunlight and rubs it in

It rubs in the hurt of every person we lost
It rubs in every failed love and every wound a
friend made
It rubs in every suicidal thought
Every F and D
And it whispers

It whispers that your best is not enough
That no matter what you will go nowhere
And that staying here in this God forsaken place hurts more then helps

It drowns you
Beats you
and kills your loved ones
It takes everything including
Your last shard of hope
And it beats down your
faith
And then there is nothing
And to end it all would not
hurt
Because you have been
Wiped clean
No emotion
No connection
No life
No will
and no mind