A Gentle White Dove.

I am happy.

My mind is tainted,
My body, weak.
My days are long,
I have no rest.
Even though I always sleep,
I am still tired from stress.

I am happy.

My friends are shadows,
My family don't speak,
My relationships struggle,
I am alone.
Even though your always around,
I am still on my own.

I am happy.

My hands destroy instead of create,
My twenty-twenty vision is blurred.
My words are misleading when I speak.
If you can't understand what I'm trying to say,
Why did we decide to meet?

I have never been happy.
I lied.
I am sad.

My mind is sharp,
My body, in shape.
My days are full of pride.
I have no worries,
Even when things are at their worst, I always give you my best.

I am sad.

My friends are sincere,
My family still cares,
And my relationships are sweet.
I have you.
You can always be with me and I
Will always be true.

I am sad.

My hands create instead of destroy,
With twenty-twenty vision I see,
My words caress you like you caress a gentle white dove.
If I could only sound this clearly when I speak,
You would realize that all I want is your love.

I didn't realize I had happiness and sadness confused,

until the day I met you.

BKrabbit