and you'll never understand how it felt to be on the bottom.

you'll never understand my wounds.

-When i walk away, you won't even remember my name.
You won't even see the strength it took to just breath and say.

& you spent so much time with me before you left....i guess in a way, you kinda spoiled me.

but you made me laugh, in a non schalont kinda way.

. its always that kinda way.

And then you were Goneeeeeeeee.

Breaking of the first day, i swore i'd never turn away.
Turn around to see your face. Its that face that turns my frown upside down.

.....if i can remember the frown hasn't moved since he put it there.

Since you put it thereeeeeeee.

And here we go again, saying things that we'd never say....
but under the circumstances there's nothing left...
so we say the truth to push the other awayyyyyyyyyyyyy.

To push the other away.

& it broke my heart to see you cry,
to see you cry for me.
You felt my pain...we cried together.

We said goodbye, it is the end.

Just by the look on your face....
i can already tell what your next remark will be.
What it'll be for me.

******
And its years past,
and your finally trying to show me your heart...
but mine's not there.. no no no no

its not thereeeeeeee.

When the phone rings,
i pick it up.
You ask for the girl that you called beautiful.
But, she's not there.
not there for you.

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i wanted to stay up as long as we could...
even if it felt like forever.
because forever doesn't end.
but you going, that would be the end.
and the sun rose the next day to begin.

the day that you were leaving.