I met some couragious people today---ones who are unafraid to be themselves, yet hide from the world. Living in this over populated LONELY world.
How many people actually LIVE i wonder?
watching people fall from the ramp in the sky at ultimate speeds with their stomachs in knotts...i thought of what it would be like to live that way---How wonderful your butterflies would feel each day.
I wanted that.
+++i wonder if it exsists?
Or, could it Ever.

!!!!!We don't talk much, but when we do i wonder if you see me? If you're hearing my speculations of our atmosphere, and all the people in it.
I wonder if you try to read me, or itleast want to.
Today, i'd hope to remember a day that i've taken your breath away...If only for a moment to watch you soar into the depths of your heart with me.
IF ONLY.

lighting this match...watching it burn...When it goes out, what's even left of the match?
What's even left of us each week?
What's even left.

&&&&She quoted today out of her mouth, something opposite of vulnerable [which i set myself to be] but of strength.
"Sometimes you can't think about what if or how much its gonna hurt, You just have to think i deserve more than this and i'll receive it eventually".

---NEVER GIVE UP is what i learned today.
[only for yourself though, only for yourself].