Without You

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Shortly after my brother passed away we had to struggle through the holidays.  While having a late Christmas get together my brother-in-law yelled out my brothers full name.  Silence was in the air for a moment....maybe the silence was just heard by me as my mind searched for my brother.  My father-in-laws name is also Timothy & that is how the mix-up occured.  My brother-in-law and my brother are only a few weeks apart in age & we like brothers to each other, so he had yelled that name out many times.  I wrote this in the early a.m.  because I couldn't get that moment out of my head.  It seemed like a really long time, almost as if time had froze.

Without You

Tonight I heard your name called out.
For a moment I sat and looked about.
In hopes that I would see you there,
But all I saw was an empty chair.

What a christmas present that would be,
If God chose to give you back to me.
I took a deep breath and carried on,
But in my heart for you I longed.

I miss you so, I can not lie.
And it's hard for me not to cry.
I'm glad your in the place you are.
Even though you are so far.

It's hard to wait until I see you again,
But God gave me memories to hold of you until then.
Some make me laugh, some make me cry.
Some leave me feeling so empty inside.


But I try to stand up and brush those sad feelings away.
Because I have Gods promise to be with you again someday,
And on the days when I feel so sad and alone.
My memories of you helps me move on.


In Loving Memory of My Brother
Timothy Paul Leath
August 21, 1982 - August 29,2008


-Christal Mashburn
12-28-08

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Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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