Where do i go, to whom do i speak to? That could remain private and discrete too. For i can not keep my own secrets to myself so could i blame anyone else? The feeling of betrayal resides in all. I have so much to say but who can i call? Where do i go to find someone that is trustworthy? So i can tell my life through the eyes of mine in a story. A story to be told like the tale of Malcom X. So long after im gone the world will be looking to see who comes next. The next great leader to lead all proverty deprived family's. Please pay attention because im not just rambling, off at the mouth because we all need help when things go south. Where do i go, to whom do i seek for them to point me in the right direction to reach my peak. Riches is not what i seek, only to not have financial stress that hinders my feet. Where do I go when my job now provides steady income? But its not enough for me to think about retiring and moving away from where i am from. Where do i go when life keeps dealing me a pair of 5's, When everyone else is getting a pair of 9's. Full house of problems is what is dealt to me, so i fold my hand and await the next deal for me to see, what life has enstore for me. Where do i go when i hear of people turning nothing into something when i can not turn something into something. But i can turn something into nothing so, is this my gift for me to settle for the things in what life gives as gifts. I need to get from this place and start all over and just maybe god will lift this boulder from my shoulder. Maybe he will replace it with a pebble on my back and if i continue to sin the boulder will come back. In these hard time I ask but no one seems to know in the time of struggle "Where do i go"?