Seated here, wondering how?
I trace back and see all was well.
What REALLY went wrong?
The road was so smooth,
and was to be smooth all the way.
What went wrong?

I gave my all;
I hide nothing, but open all I had.
Though I wasn't perfect, I tried to be one.
All these I did, because I believe in it all.
I look back, trace my way and I wonder,
What really went wrong?

I want to let tears roll down my checks right now,
but I can't.
It tore me apart when I remember.
The only cure I think will do,
Is to find that key,
The key that shut all the past memories.

One thing though,
everything may not have gone the way I wanted,
Bur all the worst that happened was for my good.
I hurt, but am glad.
It all end, but not me.
Am in pain right now,

But am proud to say a better person than I was