Being such a young lady
in my life I kind of grew shady.
Then getting knocked up at nineteen
the way I viewed my future was seen through a dark smoke screen.
I was so bad and just hating
what I knew was my fault in creating.
I had fault and this I knew
for not preparing myself I started to construe.
Trying to find meaning of what I've done
and trying to accept that now my new life has begun.
I have been so depressed throughout my life
that I have stumbled on to a knife.
I'm still surprised by how long I go with it all
that one of these days I will come to a fall.
Whether it be tradgic or not
there will be one last shot.
After what has begun
I feel in everyone eyes that I have be shun......its shocking I haven't got a gun.
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