My prayers today

Fell on deaf ears

Is God to tired

Or will not hear

So many prayers

That I have sent

With no response

With no repent

I ask Him why

My life’s this way

He sends his words

I don’t obey

Yet still I pray

And ask for more

But never try

The narrow door

He weeps for me

I feel the shame

Another day

Of constant pain

I curse at him

You owe me more

The tears rain down

I hit the floor

This man of clay

That I’ve become

Cannot be changed

By none not one

But still I pray

And ask of Him

He sits and waits

I don’t come in

The tears rain down

I brush them off

The clay gets hard

My life gets rough

I can’t go on

With life this way

I wonder why

I even pray

Still on I trudge

Day by day

It’s all my will

The only way

Until one day

I can’t go on

I hear the words

I look above

I scream to Him

I scream out loud

On bended knee

God help me now

I’m yours forever

This I say

My will to you

Release this pain

The tears rain down

And melt the clay

Within Gods hands

I rest and pray

He shapes my life

He guides my time

He teaches love

His will not mine

Today I weep

But not alone

No longer clay

But flesh and bone

My God with me

We weep as one

To save another

Fallen son