Waiting

Why do it seem like I’m constantly waiting for you?

In my mind, I am waiting at the stop sign

Willing you to stop

Sometimes you stop for a second or minute

Just to feel me up and talk BS in my ear

But as soon as I move towards you

You continue full speed ahead bypassing me…

And you expect me to always be there

In the exact same spot you left me in

Never fully moving forward or back for that matter without you coming around the corner

Giving me a glimmer of hope

Hope that this time would be different

That you would stop and allow me entry into…

Your innermost thoughts

Your feelings

And ultimately into your heart

But you continue to move away from me

Leaving me there wondering

Wondering and questioning it all at once