I’m doing this from my soul. I'm doing this from my heart. I'm doing this to the heavens above. My heart, my feelings what should I be feeling right now. Should I cry, laugh, or forget everything that has ever happen, because you know what... Never mind
The darkness is now evaporating my trust in everything that I have always loved. The rays from the sun, I shall see no more. My pain is THAT I ANGER IN SO MANY WAYS!!!. But how can I put these true expressions out.... Never mind.
I tried to quit, but you don't understand about these emotions that are coming out. I look in the mirrors and see if this is the same identity from yesterday, but it always changes, it always feeds in my, in my, in my, in my... Never mind.
I try, I really do try so hard to plant the seeds that I have sown. I trying singing my soul to sleep, but I can't! All that I have worked for lingers and dangles from the oaks that I once trusted. I understood the leaves will come and go in my life and the branches are a maybe, but the ROOTS I would have never thought to just (sigh).... Never mind
You don't understand because you don't know!! I can feed you over and over again, but will you ever plenty from my words. I’m sad YES! I can say it I AM SAD!! I try to find the words to say to express what I feel. I break it down so you can understand the PAIN! I process so much in but why doesn't it stay.....? You know what...... Never mind