I cried that night you left me
You walked out of my life and like the rest, rejected me
The moment I met you I thought ''Oh yes'',
but it was too good to be true

He thought I was average and like his majority
A typical female who had no plan, no future, nor dreams
I made mistakes and even lived a lie
How dare you insult my character and watch me die

I was easily influenced and allowed myself to commit suicide
I killed who I was to please a man who cared nothing about me
I decieved myself into thinking that what we had was real

Weekly visits to the hospital after you blackened my eye
The love I had for him outweighed the bad things he said or did
I remember your girlfriend, baby mama and some others
My love outweighed the fact that I wasn't the only one

I was no longer me, but what he wanted me to be
His typical female who had no plan, no future, nor dreams
I gave up everything, I lost my identity in this man

I was sinking deep into worldly sins
Making excuses for my wrong doing
I remember the nights I tossed and turned
I was sick and hurting inside
I struggled with my inner man, I had a soul tied

It was time for a change, it was time to move on
The feelings I had for him no longer remained
I was tired of compromising who I was
Wearing a mask that wasn't my true identity

I wanted real love
I sought family, friends, even bad relationships
I searched high and low, left and right and still no answer
Love, I hunger for that one thing