Time to Leave

got a rope around my neck
Two knives in my hands
Ready to end this
Ready to leave this land

All hope is gone
All dreams blown away
Nothing to live for
Nothing to gain

I tried to find away out
Tried to make it all right
But feelings like this
Don't go away over night

Still thinking theses thoughts
Still playing theses games
Were the only way to win
It to cause yourself pain

Its just who I am
But not who I want to be
But its hard to hide
The real me

I've tried to lock her up
But she always breaks free
She's always by my side
Always haunting me

So now I'm hanging of a deck
Rope around my neck
Blood down to my knees
Its getting hard to breath

As my life flashes by
I finally realize
This is not the way
I want to die

I cut the rope
I fall to my knees
Tears in my eyes
Trying hard to breath

I pray to the lord
Asking for help
But I cant do this
I'm done I'm out

I pick up my gun
Put it to my head
Say my last words
And boom I'm dead