Thoughts

The world keeps on spinning it's becoming out of reach
my head is full of thoughts that I just cannot keep
why am I so tired
I feel weak inside
How long can i feel this way
How long can I hide

Thoughts go through my head bitter memories,broken hearts to mend
laying in my bed at night
i think why didn't I do this or that
would it be that hard to stand up for what I thought was right
Am I good enough should I lie
Am I who I want them to see
can anyone see the tears falling from my eyes
I'm not who i want to be I want to be different
I want to change
I want to stay or maybe I want to leave this place
I want to be held
I want to be free
Actually I want to be myself
Not who they want me to be