Thoughts of mine you need to know

So many questions running crazy in my mind.

I want to ask you "where is your sickness and of what kind?

Really not sure if you yourself have the right answers to give.

How do i talk to you about this and just how will you respond?

Will you pull away from me or will you open up and let us bond?

I don't want my silence to cause you to think i don't care.

I see you get so far away when it's mentioned, and to me that
empty space is rare.

I have to have your arm around me every night holding me tight.

So please can we research and discuss what options for you are
right?

Today i seen and learned just what cancer can and will do.

And i know that weather we fight this or not is totally up to you.

I want you to know that whatever you decide I am with you
all the way.

Even after seeing death in the eyes of a man beat from
cancer today.

You have touched my life so incredible, these words can't
even explain.

I want you and all of you, so your life is not available for
cancer to claim..

The things i write on this paper to some look like words
just to read.

But they are my feelings my thoughts, something i hope
rite now he might need.