things have gone crazy, things have really gone mad,
not sure how they went so quickly from just ok 2 bad-
but all of a sudden i'm tired & i've said all i have 2 say
u never answer questions w/out a question, u make me wanna pray!
instead u cuss me like a dog, like the varment that u r!
u're pissin in the wind while i'm wishin on a star,
did i ever mean that much 2 u some simple deed could stake?
no matter what i gave u, those meets & boundaries never did take,
u always needed more, u selfish fool, u should note...
never heed, always plead til u shove it down my throat!
well u may leave here a winner that's 2 tell around
but u'll leave just the same & i'll still stand my ground,
that u never were 2 me, all i was 2 u-
& u'll always b my biggest regret,& i mean that... thru & thru
u preyed upon my weakness like the bully that u've became,
& i fell 4 it everytime, out of love or being insane!
now 1/2 way thru the ending here i wonder of this trial,
4 all i've learned, & all i gained... what loss could make me smile?