Some days i get up, its hard to breathe,
wishing you were laying next to me,
they say it gets easier in time,
that is still something i have yet to see.

These thoughts of you flood my mind,
making it so damn hard to think,
the memories replay in my head,
making it so damn hard to blink.

I concentrate on letting you go,
but each time I try i still fail,
remembering how your skin felt on mine,
makes it so hard to exhale.

I try to forget and slowly move on,
try to bury these feelings inside,
everywhere i turn and look,
there u are, i cant seem to hide.

Why does this hurt so damn much,
if all you were supposed to be was a friend,
I would of just left you alone,
if I knew this was how it would end.

I hate these damn cold lonely nights,
when it was you that I held on to,
I guess Igot more than I bargained for,
but in the end I still lost you.

I will always remember but never forget,
all the things that we got to do,
I hope one day that I hurt a little less,
but for now i'm still missing you!