Hidden Pain :: alecs :: Original Poetry

Hidden Pain
I feel alone,
like there is no one here.

I can't feel happiness
just pain and suffering.
My mind wondering
Why am I Depressed?

Why do I feel the only way to express myself is to self inflict myself?

I am in physical, mental, and emotional distress.

No one really knows how I feel

and hard it is to express my pain.

To the outside world I hide my pain and anger behind a masking smile and joyful laughter.

Soon as I am alone that mask is gone

the joyful laughter disappears and replaced with angry tears.

I'M ANGRY there I said it.

I'M TIRED, and I can't keep it in anymore.

I'm so depressed,
my mind is stressed

and my heart is heavy.

Why do I feel alone?

I believe this world is against me

Or is it just me?

This spoken though to help me express the emotional dysfunctional ME.