Don’t talk to me I don’t exist. I get so mad I want to slit my wrist. I can’t take it I want to break it in half. I don’t want this world it wants me, constantly picking and choosing who I should be. I am my own person, I am who I am but sometimes I get pissed and I want to give up, I want to just scream but instead I shut up. I covered my face so my tears won’t flow, I want to punch something because it won’t let go, yeah this angry it’s holding me back, it keeping me fighting when no one’s get my back. I can see myself hurting but still I go on, I’m getting weaker and weaker instead of growing strong. I want to release it but instead I hold it tight, I keep telling myself stupid it’s going to be alright. But the truth is I know that everything in my life is going all wrong, it’s like a broken record or listening to my most hated song. It goes on over and over, it has no end, I’m tired of struggling I want to give in. I want to give in to the hurt and let my tears flow. Just let everything inside me out, I want to scream I want to shout. I can’t stand it, why do I always lose, I’m bleeding right now and my body is all bruised. I’m weak, I don’t want to speak, I can’t do this no more, I’m going to let go. This is my last run, I going to end my life before it has even begun.