Search thyself
toss away the lost perspective
Is it for any of us to understand?
Most stand lost, confused between what is true and what others conceive as truth
Contradictory ways crush our inner sanctuaries
Turning them into the things we fear most
Thought process no longer exists
Snap decisions have overwhelmed rational illusions
Pain a constant reminder that humanity has not ceased
Brick walls of medicated happiness
No clean window to give clarity
Yet my darkness provides my peace of mind
No cold hearted monster dwells
Just myself, nothing but my own conjured faucet
Allowing me escape when the time is right
For stability is not my best well-known trait
Never a lost child
Only a wandering soul
Misguided misgivings
And my own judgmental judge
Search thyself
Eyes wide shut
turned off emotions
for even I lie to myself
Though I know none of it really matters
All of it makes me
Happy, sad
lost, found
calm, static
darkness, light
It's all me, forever me
Nothing can destroy that
for I am the phoenix
Out of the ashes I shall rise
Ever more powerful than before
Cast away all foolish notions
Lost, I am not
I am forever found
You can't fuck with fate
Search thyself