pushed away again
not important anymore
replaced with drugs and alcohol
not sure where that leaves me
worried about you
more than ever
it doesn't matter what I want
its not like you would listen anyways
the drugs have taken you over
the changes in you, frighten me
you don't understand
you're hurting me
you barely talk to me
if and when you do
you are an ass
it's like you don't care
I understand you are depressed
but you turned to the drugs again
I just wish you would quit
you're better than that
and you know that
you have the power and will to quit
but you won't
is it really worth it?
to lose someone who cares
more than the world for you
who would take a bullet for you
who would do anything for you
who has been there for you
especially when things hit rock bottom
all for you
who makes you happy
someone who loves you
with ever beat of her heart
but just take a look
at what you are doing to her
saying things that you don't mean
out of anger, frustration, and depression
pushing her away again
back to the drugs and alcohol
guess they make you happier
when you realize you want me back in your life
you will find a way to put me there
until then I have no choice
except to stand back
to watch you fall to the ground
and let the tears roll down
from those once shining eyes
then I will be there
gathering up all the pieces
once again
I love you