"Raging Sanity Part 3"

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    • TheAngelOfDeath
    • Posted a new poem first time is a few years check it out its a draft as of right now ill fix the spelling and stuff when I have time

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    This poem has a very deep meaning and before you critisize this poem would you please ask me what this poem is about and i will tell you the meaning of this poem and what happend

    Your Friend and fellow poet
    Grim

    "Raging Sanity Part 3"

    Raging Sanity Part 3

    "Her Memory's"

    My body feels the need to cave in as I sit here alone
    Yet I'm in a crowded place
    The pictures that surround me
    I call home
    No one sees the pain I feel
    Because I keep it to myself
    All I want Is to see your face
    I long to remember the times we had
    But I can't
    Because I Drank them away
    I don't care about my self anymore
    So I don't even pray
    God can't bring you back
    So why should I stay
    I want to Die
    I can't be myself anymore
    So I cry all alone as I lay on the floor
    Sad and on my own 
    Only my Dreams bring you back
    Then in a flash your gone
    and I'm reminded of that
    My sanity's about to crack
    Blind as a bat
    To the world and this place that I live
    I need to break down and just give
    My soul..My body..My life
    To someone else..
    Time is of the essence
    So I keep this love to myself
    I need help
    Cause I can't stop what I'm doing
    I keep pulling myself away
    Because humanity's Ruined
    I have to push through the day
    I see these girls that are 14
    Doing drugs and having sex
    It makes me sick
    Because I can't change what the world's become
    Ready or not
    Death here I come
    I've loaded the gun
    I'm about to pull the trigger
    Isnt this fun
    I put the images in my head on paper
    The blood will soon run
    All over the floor
    All over the table in my house
    All over the keyboard, the computer screen and my mouse
    I'm typing my last words
    As they come from my mouth
    What's this about?
    My minds in a rage
    My words mean nothing
    as I type page by page
    How can I Say
    Or describe how I feel
    Talking to myself
    The Voice says to take the pills
    They make you happy
    They make you sad
    They make you forget about Your mom and your dad!
    I'm about to get mad!
    Stop talking!
    I want to wright this myself
    I would ask you if I wanted your help!
    OK
    Where was I at
    I was just talking to my pain
    Because of how much it hurts
    I want to cut a hole in my wrist
    and watch the pain squirt
    All over the bed and couch
    where we use to lay
    All over the kid's room
    Where they would have played
    Oh what a day
    I'm reliving my past
    She would tell me don't do it
    And that she loves me
    Put the gun down and relax
    That I should just cherish her memory
    And forever
    love her back

    A poem By:TheAngelOfDeath
     















     

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    papapaczki commented on "Raging Sanity Part 3"

    08-25-2009

    Wow, that was very deep. I really am speechless after reading it.
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    beautifuldeath commented on "Raging Sanity Part 3"

    08-08-2009

    I was trying to think of something smashing to say but I can't seem to see through the tears streaming from my eyes. This was very deep. "Ready or not Death, Here I come" Love that!!!!!!!!! This one here is definately one of my favorites. I will be back to read this again and again. Loved it, well done!!!!!!! 10 from me
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    TheAngelOfDeath

    08/25/2009

    I am so glad you like this poem i put my heart and soul in this poem. You know what this poem is really about is why the tears as you say were streaming down your face. It is in Her Memory... I am going to re post this one later with more... and correct the grammical errors if there are any. I wrote this during my vacation at the one time i had a computer lol :)

    If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

    Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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