Why does it have to be this way?

Why do get to love another while I just sit a stray?

Why Do I have to love full time when for you it's just a part time thing?

Why do I get to be part of the statistics,while you live the american dream?

Why  do I try to fight my feelings when you come around?

Tell me why you felt the need to hide her,barrie her in the ground?

Tell me why after I told you everything you could've ever wanted to know,you failed to tell me so many secrets?

Tell me how I fell so deep for you in this little amount of time?

Tell my why after knowing what I know I still down for the ride?

Tell me why after nine months of crying,I have no more tears?

Tell me how did I let you hurt me worst than my father did?

Tell me why everytime I see your face I think about the past?

Tell my how I ever imagined that that shit would last?

Tell me why I still dream of you and me?

Tell me why when I think of your other I wish that she was me?

Tell me how everyone can hate you, everyone except for me?

Tell me why this shit is pointless & why am I still writing?

Tell me why I feel so useless,like there is no place for me?Can someone answer these Questions, please, answer them for me.