ayitasears’s Profile

I am an impulsive, spontaneous, unpredictable and outgoing woman who grasps and comprehends my existence from an emotional and expressive point of view. My feelings, sensations and passions are the driving force as to who I am as a woman. I often find myself living in exploration and in search of and for my own satisfaction, pleasure and gratification. I seek the understanding of the inexplicable and unfamiliar. My faith allows me to believe in things that I am unable to see, yet able to feel. I've lived with so many things...regret, apprehension and hurt...but I don't live in shame, which is why I'm constantly trying to gain new knowledge and learn from my mistakes. I believe that sometimes you have to be your worst in order to become your best, and sometimes you have to lose yourself in order to find yourself. I am imperfect, so at times I can be demanding, moody, manipulative and quite obsessive. I am flawed beyond belief, but I am real and honest about who I am as a woman and as an individual. I enjoy doing many things, but my ultimate favorite is to write. Writing is my therapy, my improvement. It's somewhat of a rehabilitation process that allows me to speak freely without the judgment of someone else's opinion. Writing is my assertion and declaration of all of the many thoughts and feelings that overwhelm my body and my mind. It allows me to delve into every part of my liberated and freethinking mind and convey with a pen to paper my admissions and confessions. Writing is my freeing, my release and my emancipation