HatedPhoenix’s Profile

Well, let's see..there is to much for a paragraph or even a book to fully grasp me, I'm a lot to handle though, this is for sure, I have a lot of friends, but only a few really close ones, I'm single, and definitely looking, I've been told I'm amazing by a multitude of people but i don't believe this otherwise I'd have someone that actually cares for me. I do have a lot of secrets, and just because you think I'm telling you things, that doesn't mean you know even the slightest about me, don't confuse a small bit of trust with knowing who I am. I try my hardest to not be judgmental and to be objective, but this isn't always possible. I'm unique, when you think you have me figured out you'll realize, there is a lot more then meets the eye. I'm extremely close to my ex Haley, whether this is healthy or not, and if you don't like it, well, fuck off haha. I can be a bit of a flirt, but I also have class, and I will definitely treat you the way you should be, whether you're rude or not. I have many hobbies, and I am definitely a nerd. I'm smart, and when I'm hyper, I'm extremely random, but not to the point of stupidity. I do have a tendency to be cocky, tell me when I am and I'll stop. I do have pride, I won't bend over backwards for you, I won't say yes to everything you want, if you don't like that, oh well, deal with it. I believe in love, and I believe it's out there for everyone, whether you embrace it is completely up to you; happiness is something you need to achieve, it won't just fall in your lap. Right now, there is honestly nothing more I want then to have someone I can be with, that will accept me for me; a shy, smart, protective, caring individual. I am like everyone else though, I have flaws, I'm not close to being perfect, I do get angry, my emotions are extremely strong, I do occasionally cling, and I often pull away from people. Don't let this detour you, otherwise we won't have a possibility. I like making people laugh and smile, and I like helping others. I plan on being a psychiatrist someday, that way I'll be able to make a living doing what I love doing, helping others. If we do become friends, you'll often find yourself telling me things you don't tell others, don't let this alarm you, it's because I actually care.I often find myself wondering about the mysteries of life, and often about the future in general as well as my own. Hell, chances are, if you talk to me, I'll be deep in thought somewhere, probably off in the distance, when I'm like this, I often only reply in short sentences or one word answers such as "lol" or "cool" if this happens, haha sorry. I'm polytheist and my main deities are Nyx and Erebus. I won't go out of my way to try and prove or disprove ANY religion, I find it easier to say that your deity does exist, just to save both of us hours of pointless arguing that leads nowhere in the end. If your interested, and even if your not, message me, I'm always looking to find new people to talk to.