i sit there
and begin
to write a
paper thin hymm
as she's talking to another
obssessing she'll never discover
the emotions i choose to mask
asking why she never asks
the one question
burning us both
the one thing
that can make me whole
desperate for affection
trying to get her attention
but it never works
her stubborness continues to erk
my very nerves
dropping hints
every chance i get
and yet
its hopeless
shes so naive
painful to believe
she cant even conceive
the thought of
reuniting
instead shes always hiding
behind her lies
her smile
her jokes
she provokes
the tension between
the spaces that fill us both
my touch
caressing her
arms
hands
fingers
legs
neck
what i'll always remember
she'll never forget
or has she already?
this game we play
so goddamn petty
i force my heart to move on
but i cant im not ready
to let her go
when will she know
my true intentions
my sincere emotions
when will she ever get it?