Pains and Pleasures

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Pains and Pleasures

Turn the page to receive my rage.
Display on stage like a book.
What you see is what you get.
What you don’t know,
I got.
You don’t not yet.

In a minute who ever thinks that they already feel me. 
Met the real me.
Hear me.

Would you do for me what I’d do for you?

Doubt it!!! 
Me, you, there's nothing.
Only a few get to view my drama.
I run from it. 
It seems like most people love it.
Picking, sticking, your untrue.
My life is full of liars, cheaters, doubters, and people like you.
Fire, sex , and people like you.
I’m telling everything true to all so you won’t have to guess. About you, love, money, sex, violence, lies, denies, eyes cries, one alone, myself, ready, show fear, weak, sink, swim, fight, sin, win, grim, hope, lights dim, pin, 1, 2, 3, your out. No doubt, JB has clout!!!
knock out!!!
Shout!!!!


I’m keyed, I need to rest.

I found the key to the birds nest.
Drummer give me a beat for my treasure chest. 
Just in case I have a cardiac arrest.
My life at the moment is one big mess.
Far too much stress.
What could happen next?
I expect the worst so I’m not surprised when a lesser problem occurs.


Nurse!!!!
I need a pain pill, to be killed, write a will, a shot, anything, lets make a deal. 
How many times do I have to press the button labeled healer?
Wait all of a sudden.
Man shucks nothing.

Where's my reliever?

There is no nice June Clever, so that I could leave it to her beaver?

I’m a believer. 

A dreamer with high hopes.
But now I’m stuck playing on manual labors team.

Are you feeling my pain?

Drain my sorrows.
Can I borrow your tomorrows?
Because mine have been sucking.
I’m stuck in a rut.
Same old routine asking why, who, what, will get you nowhere.

Give in and bang your head until you see red.

Instead I’m gonna bang these nuts up against some fine female butts.
What a rush, keep in touch.
Your third grade crush is a bit much.
You touch too much pride to have a girl that lied.
Stay off my side, my nuts. 
One simple rule that you couldn’t abide.
Your denied.
My hands are tied in knots, I'm out of control!
I keep hitting pot holes and bumps in the road.
With a full load of dynamite ready to explode.
So I rolled slow in the fast lane just to mess with you bro.


I want you to feel my pain.

On my terms, I can't explain.
Why do I keep driving down dead ends with no u-turns? That shit burns. 
When it is my turn a lot of lessons I’ve learned.
Your face shows concern.
Don’t pity me! 
Pretending that your feeling me, that's a good way to get rid of me.
Unsure who is a friend or an enemy! 
A friend or a foe.
Can I trust you?
I don't know.
Were you expecting an enemy?
I was expecting none.
Dissecting one enemy was not fun. 
The inner me.


I'm out of energy, there is no time to relax.

I’m even too tired to avoid the ax.
The facts are clear as I look in the mirror and give a confession.
There's still no redemption for those who have no reflection. So turn to my sex and you whore I will scope.
I hope my imperfections wont leave bad impressions like second hand smoke. 


I’m in a recession but I am still destined to win.

I wish my mom could fix my pain deep in my chest.
Like the times she healed sickness with a kiss and all better caress.
Like the time she kissed my knee, because I scraped it during recess.
Them were the days. 
Even though we were poor, I know now.
I had it made.
I played a lot of games, but never with brains.

I never lie, cheat, or kill.
I still hate to deal, but vote J-Bizzel for President.
Nah, too much responsibility.
I’m out for dead Presidents you feeling me?
I need some stability.
There is no time to mess.
I even have less money, so don’t attempt to invest.
I’m not impressed with the size of your purse.
Don’t ask what's in my pocket.
I don’t give a f___ what's in yours.
Who's keeping score?
I’m not greedy.
More, more, more.

  I need is peace.
Not a piece of yours, just what's mine.
I’ve been standing in line for a very long time.
Did I do something wrong?
Am I being punished?
Who done this?
I did it to myself.
I wish I could run away.
You wish that yourself.

There's not much on my shelf for display these days.

My life's a labyrinth.
You guessed it, one big maze.
Amazing things I’ve seen.
Some clean and some obscene.
I can’t remember the last time I dreamed.


I have a dream.

Too many goals in life.
Somewhere along the way,
I lost my drive.
I will survive.
I can admit my problems.
I’m out of control.
Never show fear or pain, we will keep that on the low.

I’ll show any and everyone that ever doubted me and still have the audacity to give me your untrue views.

I’m baking a cake and eating it too.
As you beat on your kids because your wife is cheating on you.
You watched through a key hole not knowing what to do. I’m gonna find my utopia so everyday I awake to a beautiful view.


I know what to do.

I have all the right tools to climb over any obstacle before me.
Assure me, adore me, explore me.
You can’t afford me.
I already have someone who does it for me.
Does anything for me.
When I’m horny or thirsty, she will pour me a drink.
I’m corny.
I see clear.
My lights on. 
Its affecting my mirror.
It’s reflecting once again.
I’m shining not crying alone in the dark.
I’m climbing like King Kong, swimming like a shark.
I found my spark.
I’ll be brighter then the sun.
Don’t bring up the past.
What’s done is done.

Look out because here I come!!!!

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Poetry is not the expression of personality but an escape from personality.

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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